You know what? I just don't think I can take this any more. I just can't be fucked. I'm sorry. I don't function like a normal human being. I just can't. Normal bores me. I tend to lash out. I say silly things. I'm sorry. But I just don't know. I wish I did.

I still don't understand why though. And don't give me all that crap.

I just want one really fucking big earthquake to come along.

I want to feel alive again. Please just remind me how.