You know what, fuck you. Fuck fucking you. Everybody else is allowed a life, why not I? You say that I can't go out because of the earthquake. Well, fuck that!!! Of course there is going to be more fucking aftershocks!!! And that's why you're not letting me out??! What the hell is wrong wi'you??

All I wanted to do today was go and see my boyfriend. I haven't seen him, I've hardly fucking spoken to him, since last fucking Thursday. Because every single time I try to speak to him, you want the fucking computer. You want it to watch a movie. You need to check your facebook. You want to fucking do this, to fucking well do that, the whole fuck load of you need to back the fuck off.

I am srsly over my family. Fucking granny and granddad are over now. And they're eating all of my fucking ham. Retards. All I wanted to do today was get a hug. Hug someone. Talk to someone that wasn't my family, talk about things that weren't the quake. Escape from reality for just a few goddamned moments. Now, all I want is Ella to fuck off and die, my mother to shut the fuck up and make me a sandwich, my grandma to shut the fuck up about her knee, and rose to get the fuck away from me! Is it too much to ask? Just to spend a little time with people I like? Someone that I want to be with?